I know I've never been great at trusting ANYONE! I wasn't raised that way but I've always tried to give people the benefit of the doubt. Some have proven untrustworthy and were kicked to the curb! IMMEDIATELY!
And others have proven themselves through the test of time. I don't know if I'll ever completely trust anyone. It is not an easy thing to let go! I was raised to keep a close on eye on people, never trust them, and if you want something done..you better do it yourself. I was taught how to scream & yell and use force if necessary to prove myself the bigger person. I've been taught people do not give a shit about you. I've been taught people will lie & deceive you! Will look you dead in the eyes with a serious face lie!! I can't stand that shit! I hate for someone to be on there soapbox made of shit & turn around & be the very one full of shit! (just being real)!
And to some extent this may be true! I..being so optimistic believes that it's not true for EVERYONE! & they are not the masses!!!
I am learning in small dosages that somethings I have NO control over. But I can control my life and how I deal with things & people. The only force I will use is the force of Luke Skywalker and use it to propel me into success!!..LOL!! My energy will be used for purpose. God has given me a gift! It has purpose..I have a mission & must reach it & stay on the path of my inner peace and well being!
Whatever is meant to happen will happen ...that's God's control. How I react to it is my control. I choose to continue to trust me...and keep moving towards my dream. I want to make feature films..I want to be in theaters...i want to reach many people & have a positive effect...I want to make history..and I will and I am...
Life has lessons...I'm just learning to take notes, good notes!!..LOL!! With highlights!! LMAO!!
With that said..& that's a lot............never lose sight of your purpose & your happiness!
Everything is just extra!!!!!!!
Love Your Life & Yourselves & Have A Golden Day Lovers!!!
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ReplyDeleteBabygirl...you and I have been throug a lot in this short life time...to me, all my pain has lead me to you...so every second was worth it...I was taught through experience not to trust a soul...then you kick in the door and showed me what true love is all about...thank you. You a positive force and I will follow or lead you to heaven. I love you...I trust you with my life.
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